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Friday, November 27, 2009

yep.the first thing i did when i switched on my laptop was to sign in to msn,and i have a feeling that someone is avoiding me....hmmm....and probably avoiding everyone else too....but of course i don't have any proof,but i hate it when people avoid me...so...yep...i'm not even angry with that someone....so.......:/....but i don't know if that person is angry with me either....gahh....
anyway,darth vader recommended me another song(: by bigbang(: T.O.P's haistyle so cute!(: heh.
"Let me hear your voice"- Big Bang
Sakki made no ame wa mou agatte
Asufaluto tadayou machi no nioi
Nee socchi mo mou hareteru yo ne
Nishi kara kaifuku surutte
Asa wa negate na kimi dakara nee
Mainichi chanto okirareteru kai?
Sonna koto imada ni shinpai shiteru yo
Hirogaru sora wa sou jiyuu de
Nani mo kawattenai keredo
Tonari ni ima wa tada… tada kimi ga inai dake
Koe wo kikasete
Sunao ni nareba kitto
Wakari aeru hazu sa
Kokoro wo hiraite
Koe wo kikasete
Aruitekita michi wa bokutachi ni totte kitto
Taisetsu na STEP sa sono mirai e no
Kimi to hajimete deatta no wa sou
Choudo ima kurai no kisetsu datta ne
Raito appu shita machinami ga
Kirei ni kagayaiteita
Nakimushi na kimi wa are kara yoku
Boku no kata ni odeko wo nokkete
Naiteta ne sono nukumori ni
Mushou ni furetaku naru
Hito wa dare demo sorezore ni nayami wo kakaete ikiru
Koware souna kokoro wo hisshi ni
Yasashiku nareba motto
Aishiaeru hazu sa
Me wo sora sanai de
Koe wo kikasete
Karami tsuku fuan mo sabishisa mo koete yukou
Ima no kono kimochi ga kizuna ni naru
Yeah, Since you went away hasn’t been the same
In my heart all i got is pain
Could it be that i play the game
To lose you, i can’t maintain
Sunlight moonlight you lit my life
Realize in the night while love shines bright
Can’t let you go we were meant for forever baby let me know
Days passed without you can’t forget you
Letting me be the cloud hanging above me
Raining on me missing your touch
Nights get longer and it’s hard to clutch
We’re apart breaks my heart
Its all for the best girl, you’re my world
In time my love unfurls
‘Till then wait for you girl
Koe wo kikasete
Sunao ni nareba kitto
Wakari aeru hazu sa
Kokoro wo hiraite
Koe wo kikasete
Aruitekita michi wa bokutachi ni totte kitto
Taisetsu na STEP sa sono mirai e no
[Sadly T.O.P sings for only one small english part:/ ] The colour of frozen tears

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

The Nameless Monster -Adapted from the anime/manga [Monster]
Once upon a time, there lived a nameless monster.
The monster was dying to have a name so badly.
So the monster decided to set out on a journey to find itself a name.
But the world was such a large place.
So the monster split into two and went on two separate journeys.
One went to the East and the other went to the West.
The monster that went to the east found a village.
There was a blacksmith at the village entrance.
"Mr.Blacksmith, please give me your name" said the monster.
"I can't give you my name" replied the blacksmith.
"If you give me your name I will jump inside you and make you stronger in return." said the monster.
"Really? I'll give you my name if you can make me stronger.", the blacksmith told the monster.
The monster jumped inside the blacksmith.
The monster became Otto the blacksmith.
Otto the blacksmith was the strongest man in the village.
But one day he said:"Look at me! Look at me!"
"The monster inside of me has grown this big!"
*Chomp, chomp, munch, munch, gobble, gobble, gulp*
The hungry monster ate Otto from the inside out.
The monster then went back to become a monster without a name.
Even though he jumped inside Hans the shoemaker....
*Chomp, chomp, munch, munch, gobble, gobble, gulp*
He went back to being a monster without a name again.
Even though he jumped inside Thomas the hunter.....
*Chomp, chomp, munch, munch, gobble, gobble, gulp*
He still went back to being a monster without a name.
The monster then went to a castle to find a wonderful name.
Inside the castle, there was a very sick boy.
"I'll make you stronger if you give me your name" said the monster.
In reply, the boy told him "I'll give you my name if you can cure my illness and make me stronger."
So the monster jumped inside the boy.
The boy became very healthy.
The King was delighted.
"The prince is well! The prince is well!" said the King.
The monster became fond of the boy's name.
He also grew fond of his life inside the castle.
That's why he endured even when he became hungry.
Every day, even when his stomach became very empty, he endured.
But then he became so hungry....
"Look at me! Look at me!" said the boy.
"The monster inside of me has grown this big!"
The boy then ate his father, servants, and everyone.
*Chomp, chomp, munch, munch, gobble, gobble, gulp*
Because everyone was gone....
The boy left on a journey.
He walked and walked for days.....
One day the boy met the monster that went west.
"I have a name," said the boy.
"It's a wonderful name."
And then the monster that went west said..."I don't need a name"
"I'm happy even if I don't have a name."
"Because we're monsters without names."
The boy ate the monster that went west.
Even though he now had a name....
There was no one left to call him by his name.
Johan.
It is a wonderful name.

i like this story a lot,because there's a lot of meaning in it.even though the monster got a name in the end,there was no one to call him by his name,because he ate them all up.it's a little sadistic and interesting..mm...
and the ending song rocks(: this anime is really good.
"For the love of life"-David Sylvian
And slowly, you come to realize
It's all as it should be
You can only do so much
If you're game enough
You could place your trust in me
For the love of life
There's a trade off
We could lose it all
But we'll go down fighting
And what of the children?
Surely they can't be blamed for our mistakes?
And slowly I've come to realize
It's all as it should be
That hiding space
A lonely place
How can the right thing be so wrong?
I've found mistakes
Where they don't belong
For the love of life
We'll defeat this
They may tear us down
But we'll go down fighting
Won't we? The colour of frozen tears

Sunday, November 15, 2009

yawn.boring sunday.just doing math papers,etc,etc...haiz.okay.rewind.
hmm it's been such a long time since i blogged:/
went for cca last monday,and friday.friday was fun.got to play as a group(: i think i need to touch up a lot on mantras,it's pretty fast:?yep.
i think i went ion orchard with mom sometime ago:? went to charles and keith for a very long time:/ and then went to uniqlo[haha the sales assistant very sweet] mm yep etc etc
weekend okay,had violin lesson,and bro went to watch movies with his friends[cronies:] and brought back popcorn:)
etc,etc...
i think my [social] life is really screwed:? *sigh*
feeling really confused...about...stuff...
and i miss them.lots.lots.lots.
*sigh* The colour of frozen tears

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

okay.
very tired:/
anyway,updates(:
so spent time with my classmates at aranda on sunday and monday.went to tampines ikea,had lunch(: the meatball sauce rocks(: then reached aranda about half an hour earlier=.= yep skip all the boring parts and we went to escape theme park.the first ride was like sleeping.heh.then we went pirate ship:O stomach was feeling so queasy.gahh.then skip skip went to haunted house,ferris wheel,etc.heh sophia and i discussed our secret rankings(: then went back to chalet and ate dinner at mac's(: haha mac's has a very attractive promo--the monopoly thing has everyone scurrying to trade game cards(: then sorta went to sleep:/ about three hours only,but sophia and i had a very nice talk with chin,terence and shi cheng(: quite interesting(: woke up because the boys were watching the unforgettable memory=.= then had breakfast at mac's,etc etc,went to pasir ris park in the morning to cycle,but the rental shop wasn't open yet,so we played at the playground(: haha shi cheng and chin were very funny on the seasaw(: then it was getting so hot that fangting and i went back to the chalet and in the comfort of the air conditioning played on nintendos(: then went to e!hub for lunch at pastamania.the baked rice tasted quite delicious(: then we went to the arcade(: took my first neoprint photos:O amazing,isn't it?:O then went to cycle with krysen,fangting and sici.at first fangting and i rented a 'couple' bicycle,but then we couldn't get balanced:( so we decided to share a single bicycle(: and i taught fangting how to cycle!woots!:) yupyup so we had lots of fun(: then went back to the chalet after a while and the class ordered pizza for everyone and the teachers who were supposed to turn out,but then in the end only two turned up=.= mr teo and miss pan(: performed a bit of nobody with some of my classmates:O and then wenyi sorta betrayed the class:? and the davidists were hopping mad...and everyone was kinda upset for a moment,but then everything was sorta resolved...i think...but then everyone was feeling kinda creeped out...and i was feeling really freaked out...hmm...yeah...then went back home around ten and immediately fell asleep...yep i was that tired...then the next day had cca,played pretty well during lesson time(: then took the train back with xuteng,rachel and raymond.mm pretty normal day...today had extra violin lessons at home,there's more on saturday...haiz...the exam pieces are hard....:/ there's cca on friday again...i suddenly realise how boring my lifestyle is..it's rare for me to go out and chill...i'm feeling like i'm gonna become a hermit=.= oh well,can't relax yet,there's still another year that's gonna be even tougher than this year...and the next even more so...it's really a never-ending cycle of stress and boredom...sigh...
at least i managed to get this song!(:

Big Bang & 2NE1-"Lollipop"
Lolli lolli Oh Lollipop
Lolli lolli oh lolli lolli
Nah, that’s not how we do it
Lolli lolli lollipop
Oh neon naui lollipop
Lolli lolli lollipop oh lolli pop pop
Lolli lolli lollipop
Boy neon naui lollipop
Lolli lolli lollipop oh lolli pop pop
Makdae satang boda deo dalgomhan nae
Maeumeun teojildeuthan dynamite
Nan ggalggeumhan namja T.O.P
Nae sarang Bling Bling like L E D
Geudae ddak nae seutarya
Panjjak panjjak seutayasaekdareungeol wonhae?
Let me show you if that’s okay
Now come onsaekggareun rainbownal neuggin sungan neon bbajyeo beoringeol ara
You just can’t control
nal saro jabeun geolneowa namani aneun uri duri secret light
Lolli lolli lollipop dalgomhage dagawa
Lolli lolli lollipop naege soksakyeojwo
Lolli lolli lollipop sanggeumhage dagawa
Lolli lolli lollipop jigeum wonhajanha
Lolli lolli lollipop
Girl neon naui lollipop
Lolli lolli lollipop oh lolli pop pop
nal seollege haneun neoui body neoui moveimi ne shiseoneul gadwobeorin naui grooveshiksanghamdeuleun maeil nal jichigehae
Let’s just keep you and I F.R.E.S.H
Let’s go nowsaekggareun rainbownal neuggin sungan neon bbajyeo beoringeol ara
You just can’t control
nal saro jabeun geolneowa namani aneun uri duri secret light
Lolli lolli lollipop dalgomhage dagawa
Lolli lolli lollipop naege soksakyeojwoLolli lolli lollipop sanggeumhage dagawa
Lolli lolli lollipop jigeum wonhajanha
Lolli lolli lollipop
Boy neon naui lollipop
Lolli lolli lollipop oh lolli pop pop
han sunganui neuggimi anya jigeum du nuneul gamadok neon nae apeseo itneungeolnaega baradeon geuge neoya geunyang idaero neowa na jeo bulbidarae
Lolli lolli lollipop dalgomhage dagawa
Lolli lolli lollipop naege soksakyeojwo
Lolli lolli lollipop sanggeumhage dagawa
Lolli lolli lollipop jigeum wonhajanha
Lolli lolli lollipop
Oh neon naui lollipoplolli lolli lollipop oh lolli pop pop
Lolli lolli lollipop
Oh neon naui lollipoplolli lolli lollipop oh lolli pop pop The colour of frozen tears

Saturday, October 31, 2009

yeah.class chalet tomorrow mann!(: i have no idea what to bring tho.gahh.but looking forward to spending time with my classmates tho(:
hey,and i'm sorry for getting mad at that person a few days ago,'cause i was really stressed up with everything then,so i should have tried to understand him better,so i'm really really sorry for causing him any hurt.uhm.yep.and i hope you see this and we can remain friends,and hope you get over this milestone in life.uhm.haven't seen you around,so i haven't got the time to apologize.yep and you should know that everyone cares about you,kay?(:

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Sunday, October 25, 2009

YAY! Officially thirteen now(: this rocks(: hahaha.
The colour of frozen tears

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Things to do:
1) Wish Cheryl and Lisa happy birthday(: (again)
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